screwed up.

I'm screwed up.
I'm just a stupid screwed up kid.

I vow not to have a relationship before i turn 21.
But, here I am, thinking of you every single day.
I'm a loser and I hate myself.
I shouldn't be doing this
I must stop.
But just how do I do that?

I'm screwed up.
No one understands.

random post

sometimes, i just wonder if we were meant to be.

i wonder.

Songs addiction

i am damn frustrated today because i can't download princess hours.

anyways, i found a few nice songs

goong-stay
goong-perhaps love
jim brickman-you're my destiny

alrite, i had better get going. =)

PMR aftermath

OMG. PMR's over. camwhored with d, s and m after school.will post pics later. Went to 7 E to grab a bite but ended up having only ice-creams and drinks. The 7 E cashier told us to get out of the shop because we were talking so loudly in there. Is it a crime to talk in a shop?

Now, I am a free bird with my wings flapping in the bright blue sky . Dramatic, no?

PMR.=)=(

PMR. the next public exam i am going to face in like 3 MORE DAYS time. oh god! facing claustrophobia. PMRRR . I"MCOMING =) 5 days ain't that long , ryte?

BAGS FOR FREE.

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Head over and get your own free handbags. FREEEEEE !!! If you hear me then head over now.=)

The truth

i don't even know what's wrong with her. i effin' hate her. why must she be so unfair?

or am i just facing yet another terrible day?

why can't B ever get scolded or even reprimanded or embarassed?
why can't N ever confide in me?
why can't A , G and U ever stop pairing me up?
why can't Y ever stop being so fake?

WEll i don't feel so annoyed with HER anymore. Blogging cures me.=)